I give myself permission to be a volcano I am. I give myself permission to make steps forward regardless how big they are. I give myself permission to be vulnerable, to show up as I am, to be seen fully even with my imperfections and to step fully in my power. I give myself permission to fail and keep learning out of it. I give myself permission to keep going and following my heart longings.
More BEING, than DOING, that was one of my strongest intentions for the I’m nature. I’m woman retreat, that we created for the women who are ready to re-connect with their raw being, their diving energy and strong feminine power.
The idea came out of my soul calling, to live wild and free. To tap completely into intuition and to step into flow . To create a safe space for more women, where we all could fully show up as we are, be seen as we are, hold a space for each other, heal what wants to be healed, reconnect with our inner sources of potential and transform them, into the light.
I’m still very deeply touched and thankful, for the beauty, power and little magic what happened here in oasis. Before retreat I worked on letting go of my expectations and images of expected results (who am I to know what each woman is coming for?), in order to be able to be present, open and in heart, rather than in my head. I connect to the emotions I wanted to feel, such as love, acceptance, authenticity, joy, fulfillment, empathy, presence, trust, openness and freedom, and they were my only inner guides along the way. Reminding myself to stay pure and create it out of love, moment to moment, the whole weekend was in a beautiful flow and full unexpected strong bonding moments.
We women, we have millions of emotions and feelings, we are soft and loving, and it’s not the weakness, it’s the major strength. We are a possibility. We are queens and in charge of our life journey. We are able to scream out loud, to howl to the moon, to laugh from the bottom of our stomach, to take a good care about ourselves, to hold you firmly, to love fiercely, to step into the power, to be practical, to decide and be ready to bear the circumstances of our decision. We are able to dance naked around the fire, to be friendly and gentle with our bodies, to tune into the same heart beat, to drum wildly, to stay with the beauty of emptiness, to be fully present and radiate, shine our feminine energy. We say YES to unknown, we open our mind, body and soul, to make the inner work on ourselves, to grow. We face our fears and we take them on our journey, we break through our limiting concepts, we share openly when we are not ready yet, we embrace the support from like-minded women on their life paths. Once we stop comparing each other and competing who is better and more beautiful, once we appreciate and value what IS rather than what IS NOT, we create immense loving and growing power, within a women circle.
Inner earthquake and storm. We gave ourselves permission to stop play small and take
space, to shine and share our gifts.
Dare to dream big. Hey, just a few months ago I wouldn’t have believed I was able to create such a space for inner growth, to create this big step forward. And I wouldn’t have made it without a great support of Teofana, my loving coach, friend, inspiring woman with deep, wild soul and big heart; without dear Andrea, who said YES to this idea, brought her natural feminine being and life experience into creative brainstorming, took a whole responsibility and amazingly led sweat lodge ritual, without Mirjam and Jurg who put a full trust in me and let become this dream to come true in their oasis, place, which powerfully retreats by its unique energy and natural beauty.
It wouldn’t have happened, if other women with their inner calling, with courage to open the big mysterious space within them, with decision to connect with the higher spirits, hadn’t decided to come and be a part of it. To create a circle of wild women. AHOE
“In circle, we are all equal. There is no one in front of you and there’s nobody behind you. No one is above you; no one is below you. The circle is sacred, because it is designed to create a unity.”
– LAKOTA WISDOM
Embracing the womanhood, light, passion and dance with life.